No point. Or is there?


I had intentions of writing a meaningful post tonight. But the words have gotten lost in my mind somewhere. So you’re stuck instead, reading my thoughtless meanderings.

I’m having trouble focusing on much of anything today – I’m a little frustrated with the IRS since no one at their offices seems to be able to answer any of my questions. And if there is an answer, the person I’m talking to can’t give it to me, they have to put in a referral to another department and I have to wait on that department. Which could take up to 45 days. Seriously, I don’t understand why they’re taking so long with my refund. If I’m not going to get any money then I wish that they’d say that and be done with it. I did my taxes properly, and they’re not auditing me – they’d have to notify me using the word audit. So now after being told twice that I’d have my money on x date, I still don’t have it and the only straight answer I could get from the person I spoke with is that it could take up to 45 days for me to hear something from the people in the “Examinations Department”. Whatever.

I’m glad that BrightEyes found me last week on Facebook. It’s nice to have a friend other than the Bestie that I’ve known since high school and has similar experiences. Not only that, she’s got kids and is a stay at home mom, so I have some one to hang out with during the day (when I can get motivated to do anything). I’m realizing now that in my rush to get the hell out of Jacksonville – I may have pushed away a lot of friendships that could have been life-long.

It crossed my mind today that I may not be able to date, like ever again. I work such an odd schedule, that any one I dated would have to have a similar schedule – or be absolutely fine with only seeing me when I could get a babysitter every other week (if then). I can’t really let Monkey meet the guys I date anymore. She’s getting older and will start to take notice of her surroundings and the people in them. Heaven forbid I meet some one and date him for a while and Monkey gets attached to him right before I find a serious flaw in the relationship (because I am GREAT at sabotaging myself in relationships, and because I am also GREAT at picking the WORST guys ever to date. Seriously – they seem to get worse and worse) and have to break up with him. Even if they worked a similar schedule – I still wouldn’t be able to see him during the day because I have Monkey all the time and wouldn’t be able to find some one to watch her. So – I’m screwed. Good thing I know I don’t need a man, and I’m comfortable being single (finally!). I guess one of these days, I’ll return to a normal schedule and be able to date, that is – if I want to.

I’m not too sure what the point of this post was – but I’m sure at some point there was one. I’ll get back to you and let you know what it is when I find it.


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